weets. got my report book back. like WOW? worst piece of paper i've ever seen in my life, its good enough to become my toilet paper. total bullshit. oh gosh. how am i gonna survive my 2oo5. ok. GREAT. mum's angry, dad's upset. and they just keep on bombarding me with, "YOU WILL RETAIN THIS YEAR." like hello? its not like i wanna do so badly right. i did study. i reallie did. and u parents just refuse to listen to the factual truth and prefers to BELIEVE that i DID NOT study. -.-

like whatever?

hate it lars. biangs.



its been long since i updated. lol.

sitting in front of the computer at 11.32 pm, slacking away. not a very ideal way of spending a friday night. esp when it's the last day of school. *cheers. at least everyone gets a break. but wait. break with homework?! thanks miss ten for the 'wonderful', LIGHT load of homework. -.- GREAT. i'll be spending my one month holiday with my books?! i tink i better start doing some now, before it gets the hell outta me at the crucial last week, which is wat happens usually. lols.

im just finding crap to blog.. *rolls eyes.

I AM SO BORED. SO VERY BORED.

oohh. tomorrow's parents' day. so? i'll get skinned probably tomorrow. oh no! mr lee. speak some nice things about me okays. lols. thanks ah. ahhaha..

i cut my hair! weets! and i straightened it! =D ahhahaa. that made a hole in my wallet. any one wanna provide me with money? or rather, give me a financial blessing?! lols..

crap crap crap. oh well i have duty tomorrow. but thank god i have carmen and denise with me to slack and kill time. we're smuggling cookies! =D hahaha

IM PRACTICALLY ROTTING HERE. *shrugs.



chill peeps chill.. everyone just shao shuo liang ju la. =) tolerance is a virtue. OMG. i sound like ms loo no. 2.. hahaha. ya. dun need to make this matter BIG. dun wan to return to the past. =)

all rite. enough of that. lets return to wat i intended to blog today.

we had bball interclass chu-day. LOL. auden will noe wat i mean. ahhahahha...

you girls did well! =D tingying, elaine, eileen, cherlynn, babara, rachel. u all RAWK! xD good job man. tough match, but im proud of u girls! hahaha..

the guys did well as well, even though they were kicked out by 3e5 in their first match. =) its ok guys! its tt spirit that matters. like wat i said, win or lose actually doenst reallie matter anymore. keep rawkin on. =D

yaps. looks like i've got a sun burn!! omg omg omg.. ahhaha.. but it hurts now. lol.. nvm. just hope that i'll get tanner. =) ahhaha..

i'll get going. tc everyone. x))



today had netball and soccer interclass..

u noe wat. i just love 3e4`05! =DD they just rawks my socks, totally. xD i love our spirit, our sportsmanship, and our never-say-die attitude. everyone did their best. its not about winning, its bout showing that attitude that matters. win or lose, it makes no difference. =D

netball pple [jan, ben, elaine, tingying, cherlynn, garythong, sarene, waimum, i-ming, peixian].. u all did reallie well. though the first few matches were not played well, u did showed the class spirit towards the end, especially the match with 3e1. =) its reallie fun to see u guys work so hard for the class to help the class gain some achievement, and i sure had a great time cheering for u guys! =)

[jan] you are just the best center i've seen! so gentlemenly yet powerful at the same time. =)

[ben] you are great! thanks for all the intercepting. it worked! x)

[elaine] thanks for all the points u scored! it was reallie crucial at times. esp the match with 4n1 and 3e1.

[tingying] u and elaine worked great! =D u are one goood center as well. =)

[cherlynn] u are one enthu girl! ahahaha.. ur enthusiasm brought up the spirit. u rawk!

[gary thong] i didnt noe u can shoot so accurately! =D great job.

[sarene] hows ur blue-black? hope it's ok. thanks for the planning the hard work u have put in to make this team possible.

[waimun] u are one cute gal! =D thanks for all the efforts.

[i-ming] hope u had a fun time! =) i-ming, queen of chiobu land. xD

[peixian] thanks brudder. though u were a little aggresive at times, but ur height gave u the advantage! =) good job.

did i miss anyone out? i dun think so.. lol.

as for the soccer, u guys did great! especially lennon! u are so cute! hahahah.. so blur one. =) u guys rawk.

i love 3e4. i love 3e4. i love 3e4. xD



i am so dead. so so so dead.

i failed 5 subs. 5 subs?! OMG. im so gonna be killed by them. i didnt even tell them any marks. not even one sub. i just dun dare to say. YA, I HUM. CAN!? i hum my parents. GREAT. i not improving. im deproving. i seriously dun wish to tell them. but parents' day is like on 28th? i'll get it from them. AHH!! its not as if i didnt study for it. its when u study, and u still cant do the paper. sometimes its just that the paper is difficult. and parents, they WILL NOT understand. they will think as though u did not put in any effort to make improvement possible. sometimes they just dun understand. they wan the best from their children. i mean, which parents dun. but they have to think that its not always our fault. as in, puttin in hard work is one thing. getting the paper done correctly is another. oh well. ill just keep going on and on and on..

so depressed. as in not in depression. but just sad and disappointed with myself actually for deproving so much. i dun wan to see the disappointment on my parents' face. i cannot take it. its like ill be such a disappointment to them that they will NOT even scold me. that hurts. i rather they scold, in this case. one part of me wants them to, the other doesnt. so contradicting. but, life works this wat right?

i think ill go think about how to speak in out to my parents. i definitely DO NOT want mr lee to give them the first hand information.



sometimes things are so ironic yea? LOL. i was looking at it and practically luffing the whole time?! lol. contradicting. haha. im not exactly angry at wat is written, just that, it doesnt make any sense in the first place. erm.. HAHAHAHAS.. -grins-

none of my business. so i'll just stay out of it. =)

HAIY! i got back practically all my papers. *faints. i failed like no one's business. cant stand it lor. its like even papers which i studied, i failed. so whats the use of studying then if it doesnt make any difference. well. everything was down at the border. even my self-proclaim best sub. GOSH. what is happening. *arg. i reallie did study la. and its seriously very very frustrating to see the 2,3,4,5 digits, especially when u put in effort to study. what is wrong.

dun wish to blog all the results. i'll blog my overall though. im like standin in a crowd of people who are moving on. without me. im left behind. but why am i not making any effort to move on. i sometimes just DUN UNDERSTAND myself, although somestimes i do.

things ain't the same anymore. seems like the world is changin at a rapid rate. faster than i can react. oh gosh. i am really VERY left behind.

my eyes hurt. must be the contact lens. arg. must be the lazy me that refuses to wash it proper.

oh yes. i went back to the docs today. and the doc just refuses to write that 'unfit for exam' on the MC. but he wrote a letter. which is quite zai. =D scarcasm rawks. =) hahaha. i love my doc.

oh well. i'll get going. gotta study for history. *bored. no choice. its my fault.



im just pissed. like hello?! things that are in the past, IS in the past. no point digging it out yeah? its just pure childishness to think the way u think. and if u reallie wanna interprete things this way,i have nothing to say. absolutely NOTHING. c'mon la. u are not always right. in this case, u are utterly WRONG. its not going to bring u far if u think about things your way. i tink u shld just ask urself, is wat u believe in reallie true? or is it something u made up to make u feel better and others to envy u. think about it.

well. just fed up when pple uses their way of thinking to interprete certain things that he or she CANNOT interprete in his or her point of view.

well. i went out today, AGAIN. omg. june is not here, and im alread havin that holiday mood. *arbish herself. i bought MY BROWN HAIRBAND. omg omg omg! =D and i got my black hoopies! xD im waiting for june mans. vane and han will noe why! ((: oh yes oh yes. i got eunice's bangle as well! LOVE IT! =))

oh yes.did i tell u. IT RAINED. my songs worked! =D hahaha.. HOWEVER. it wasnt cancelled. its like, the whole of zhss is doing BIG WALK?! like wth?! hahaha.. look like idiots though. but nvm. as long as all had fun. (:

oh well. i go for dinner. till then, tc! =)



GREAT. miss tan gim hua refuse to let me retake me history exam just because my MC did not specify that im unfit for test. WAD KIND OF SCHOOL IS THIS. wu li qu nao. i dun kare man. i'll go fins mrs hoo and ask her wat to do about it. its so nonsensical la.

back to yesterday. had geog paper. which was ok lar. although i didnt reallie study for it. coz most of it was the plate tectonics part. but i still dun have the confidence to score la. =)

listening conprehension was crap. lols. as usual.

after everything, went out with sistas! finally, the 7 of us went out. hahhaa.. everything was enjoyable la. lol. shuhan like siao za boh. so much shou huo. buy alot stuff. ahhaha.. pampered herself like siao. but bu jian de she pamper me.. *sobs. hahaha. everyone left quite early i suppose. only me and shuhan. i wanted to idle around until 7. so she say she pei wo. she rawks.

hahah. we went to take neos! so nice lor. alamak. hhahaha.. then we walk until we very tired. we like ki siao lor. keep luffing for nothing one. ahhaha... went mos the drink corn soup!!! =D then we talk talk talk until 730. hahaha.. then made our way home.

maybe its true. everyone will have a point of time in their lives that they will be stepped by their most respected friends, left right center. i guess i had mine. u stepped on me like no one's business. and i seem to enjoy it. i seriously dun understand y u used to do that. im not ur dog. but u treated me like one. i thank god that i'm out of it.

sometimes people always ask me why do i choose a school so far away. i'll just give craps like 'its a good school' or 'anyhow choose one la'. but deep inside, no one understands more than myself. i just wanna get far far away. away from you. i've come to the point that i dun even want to see you or get near to you. that is the old me. i've started anew. since i've come to zhonghua, i've deicided that i'm gonna stand up for myself. i'm not going to be another dog. that explains y im straight forward. i had enuff of it.



updates on the mid year exams...

oh well.. wednesday is crazy. chem paper was okay but i didnt have the time to finish the whole paper. -.- i bet elim's gonna kill.. amaths. I DUN WANNA TALK ABOUT IT. its crazy. it drives me nuts! we had like 2hrs plus. and after 1 hour, i wan to give up. its frustrating to see urself not getting wat the question says. and its so frustrating until u can cry and do the paper at the same time. yes. that's how i feel.. ARG. stupid paper.

i didnt go school for history today. y?! i was waiting for the bus. and normally it comes at 630-45. this time it came at 7!? and im like hello? im supar late? so i tried to catch a cab. but guess wat?! due to the bad bad weather, no cabs seemed to be available. so im dead. called my help hotline-dad. but, he was caught in a jam. GREAT. im like stuck at steven's road at 730 when i have a exam that needs me to be seated by 745? im like so dead. so i decided that i'll just missed tt paper. imagine urself, waiting for a cab under the rain for 45 mins. im like havin headche now. terrible.

i gonna mug for geog today. 25 chaps classified to 5 big chaps. how on earth am i gonna finish it. oh well. i'll strat soon i guess..

tomorrow's the end to all my misery. yes. one more paper. =)



ok. once again, i've changed my url. no particular reason, just felt like changin it. so pple, please remember to relink. =)

alright. i had a BAD BAD day yesterday. first was the physics MYE. its a killer. and when i looked at emaths paper one, i gave up hope. but paper two was alright though. and.. i'm sad to announce that i've lost my 8th ez link card at J8. *arg. so frustrating. and i have to like spend 2o bucks on another card? plus 3o for the bus conssession stamp. omg. i can just go bang the wall. =X

so i'll just have to face it. i did my replacement card today at sembawang. and guess wat? the auntie there gave me this look as though i owed her money. like hello?? whatever. went studying with cher at woodlands library. so cold there. *brr.. we were like freezing.we saw marvin there. =)

tomorrow's chemistry and amaths. *bangs the wall. how am i gonna pass amaths without any good knowledge of LOGARITHMS. *arg. how i wish i could just drop the topic logarithms, which is hardly possible. oh well. i'll get studyin though and try to pass. i said TRY.

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